This is my first blog and I wanted to leave this for my two lovely little devils to show that I at least tired to be a “Best Mom” and aspirations to become the BEST Mom.
Amma – The Best…..This is my Goal / objective / mission / vision in life.
Whenever my kids think of me – I wanted the “BEST” tag for myself in everything I do.
This Dussera holidays, I left my kids @ mom’s place in Chennai and staying away from them for the last 7 days… I in fact was waiting for a break like this as I always have a big list of pending tasks.
But I could hardly complete any, my world has become stand still these 7 days. I had the luxury of watching whatever I wanted on TV, could listen to my own music, got up late, no feeding sessions wow… I was so impressed and patted myself for the break and started my Sunday with a hot cup of coffee and planned for a shopping & movie time with hubby and yes had a lovely time.
Next day started off the emptiness………oh what is this… Why the hell am missing my kids, when I always wanted some ME TIME without the little ones but I was wrong… I started missing them terribly… My daughters’ Ammmmmmmma….. Missssssss You.. Muuuuuuuaahh.. added fuel to the fire and my son who is staying away for the first time – tried to adjust in mom’s place without me and didn’t even ask “where is amma” even once was actually hurting me more L
Days which used to fly before it moving @ a snail pace now…..
Can’t wait to see them now….am travelling tonight and will be with my little ones tomorrow….
Love
Vidhya
