This is my first blog and I wanted to leave this for my two lovely little devils to show that I at least tired to be a “Best Mom” and aspirations to become the BEST Mom.
Amma – The Best…..This is my Goal / objective / mission / vision in life.
Whenever my kids think of me – I wanted the “BEST” tag for myself in everything I do.
This Dussera holidays, I left my kids @ mom’s place in Chennai and staying away from them for the last 7 days… I in fact was waiting for a break like this as I always have a big list of pending tasks.
But I could hardly complete any, my world has become stand still these 7 days. I had the luxury of watching whatever I wanted on TV, could listen to my own music, got up late, no feeding sessions wow… I was so impressed and patted myself for the break and started my Sunday with a hot cup of coffee and planned for a shopping & movie time with hubby and yes had a lovely time.
Next day started off the emptiness………oh what is this… Why the hell am missing my kids, when I always wanted some ME TIME without the little ones but I was wrong… I started missing them terribly… My daughters’ Ammmmmmmma….. Missssssss You.. Muuuuuuuaahh.. added fuel to the fire and my son who is staying away for the first time – tried to adjust in mom’s place without me and didn’t even ask “where is amma” even once was actually hurting me more L
Days which used to fly before it moving @ a snail pace now…..
Can’t wait to see them now….am travelling tonight and will be with my little ones tomorrow….
Love
Vidhya
very nice Vidhya :-)the mother in you speaking! you are indeed a good writer...a little push and you try your hand at professional writing I guess
ReplyDeleteNice composition of feeling....looking for more writings! Regarding the content, that's the power of motherhood. Enjoy with ur kids, Vidhya!
ReplyDeleteEven your chiti is saying the same thing... bring them back
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